is Fried to wake the dream

Is sleeping in the morning after, not insomnia culturelle, but not the same as last night, to sleep after a dream, synthetic false shadow, let me sleep or awake, peal of chicken before dawn, is Fried to wake the dream.

In my sighs, to remember a few days ago haven't finished writing the sleepless in my hometown, wanted to mood to write again later, but how also can't open the pen, last night's dream, let me understand culturelle, the original is a kind of mood, less of family love, friendship and love. Didn't they interfere how can nostalgia.

- "the countryside"

Fled when the charge is the most thoughtful wishes, the chatter on the phone, like eternal poetry electrical desk, often write songs, often in the most confused when remember. That is the highest and most light beacon in the heart.

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just don't want to miss yo

One leaf, all youth, shallow time, picked up a piece of red leaves in autumn maple quietly buried in the book, leave a bit long for love in the heart gently collection office furniture.


When the wind across the cheek, the touch in chill, go back and, autumn has been deep, standing in the time of the ferry, using a pen, write down full paper ink, leaving a cho.

Autumn afternoon, always likes to drink a cup of clear water, listen to a song, gently music, read a story, in the shallow time quietly enjoy a leisurely life calmly. Like to read the fault verses of the elders, because in the poem can always find a party, a heart, a lovesickness, a little leisure office furniture.

"Sweet soul chase brigade, an, and night unless, leave a person good dream sleep. The moon floor high Hugh alone, wine into sorrow, acacia tear into". The ancients borrow wine lovesickness bitter, but I do not know of the bitterness of bitter wine, acacia has no intention, just one person. If the time to start, sentient beings, you pity, if the ruthless, think what meaning? What a "if life only such as first, what the autumn wind sad picture fan".

The best reason is met in the world. Buddhist said: "we regret this life met, former life after one thousand times of rub shoulders". Originally, with you is destined to meet, meet is not easy, love more difficult. "She found thousands of baidu, suddenly look back, that person but in the lights decayed place" is used, if decree by destiny, love to nature will become, if not, looking back, empty shadow attacks.

With you, and I met, that is, brush past, the margin of this life. "Find a situation, water the flowers and flowers", will ask you. You said: "there are flowers growing flowers, provence? Purple petals, the middle". A fool you just don't know, I love flowers, where is it CARES what kind of flowers. To have open flower, flowers and allow me to send you a piece of heartADHD Treatment.

"Choose a city to die, when a person with whitehead". And all the love, it is so wonderful, who also don't know when the move of person appear in front of your eyes. So believe what you said at last, chance to meet a like of the person isn't original, but too little. Perhaps it is, just have "wish one heart person, whitehead separation" of the oath.

Love a person is not easy, the changeless oath v. a less, with your "life and death is woven, and son, said your hand, and son xielao" has become each other's agreement. A rain, city people, hand in hand totally.

Love such as meditation, you such as Buddha, of zen Buddhism, Buddha in zen. Each other that never separate promises before Buddha, deep in the world of mortals have found a place, have you have me, cooking wine held, before flower moon, tired, tired, hold your hand look at the bustling thing in the world.

The world of mortals, rain lover delusion, only lone star month, I don't know time will set the sea change kuwata. West wind cold, worrying about city go-between. You may not know, fall in love with a city, is because the city was mystified people missing. Heart has been converted to modern concept, bustling crowd, crisscross, look back, just don't want to miss you.

Standing outside the door waiting for you, in the same city, dream, each other each other, each other, each other to smile, heartache to each other. A each other, it is no longer you, also no longer is me. At that time, hold your left hand, follow, a piece of the sea, enjoy together, a QuLe, listen to, a word, recite together.

The good times with you, want to quietly in late autumn; The past, carefully hidden in the wind. You v. huang ya no trace, together with you. Me time silence, and share with you.

Accompanying dependent is affection, is, your smile, a line of a check, will become the most beautiful memories. Deeply will stay time old, still can you read, the time, people have been drunk.

This season, filled with full of memories with you, autumn has been deep, if you do not love the world of mortals, put down, listen to the world the rapid expanding of zen is.

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Litter is a kind of rebirth

Hey, long time no see, are you okay? Do you remember that he had a dream? Do you remember the first time excited heartbeat it? Do you remember your own sweet love it? Do you remember the first time why cry? Do you remember the first time why move on
Royal Romance?

Do you remember ...... as my twenties, I have too many memories, good, bad, hard heart, solo, and in this post cross fork memory, I still remember my first dream "of becoming a pilot," now look, this dream for me, is a pity.

But never mind, at least once this dream with me ten years, in this decade, it gave me countless passion and motivation, let me cry to difficulties in the past period of years, have it good! Original dream, still clearly remember, but it has died, and I do not have much sad, since God took away my dream, then we will have a new dream in front waiting for me, wait for me to open up Royal Romance!

Ten years later myself, I give up the sky, into the ocean, I lost birds fly, but I got the fish travel! Not every dream is the best, most beautiful, but as long as there is a reason to convince myself, no matter what kind of dreams are worth pursuing me go! In pursuit of the dream of the road, we are lonely, do not say to me: "Young nothing to it." This is the case.

But then again, you're young, and what you can now it? Remember I once read a book, there are so many words: "! People from twenty to three years old, ten years time this will end sooner than we imagine," I did not agree with this view point , always felt very, very long time ten years, but today it seems, I was wrong Royal Romance.

Graduation from school into the workplace, I was twenty-something, now, almost ran three, and look back, they were still working hard every day for the original dream, doing the lowest level of work, holding the minimum wage, in society struggling, house, get married, have children, sometimes for me, it seems like a legend.

Hey, the flood of pressure gets in my face, I can calm myself at the moment, said: "? Young can not do nothing," Oh, put away the theory of self-righteous, right, get down to chase a dream in mind, though a little hard road but one day I will see that rainbow belongs to me, I will pull into the hand of love in my heart!  

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sorrow of his own grief.

In the bustling stream of people, who are not in their own state of mind to live along with the gender and comfortable; In order to survive, in order to adapt to the external environment nuskin hk, the various roles in life we have to go to chong to cater to the taste of shade, will meet in the world.

The beginning of the life is originally simple and pure, all false after growing. In the lane, we should have the heart is how much the cleverness; Buried love, but due to skirt around it; Smile, no one is difficult to clear its meaning; With a smile conceal inner sorrow; Use strong quite cover the fragility of the soul; Behavior so betrayed his true intention, whether intentionally or casually.

We shuttle in the life of people, no longer like childhood were straight speak their true thoughts, no longer like childhood flawless arguments, a strong competition in the depressed people can't breathe. Infighting between people, nuskin hk let a person always shivering in the speculation.

; This, procuring, let a person always careful in embankments and move forward. So our soul there is always a heavy burden and spasm of pain, there is always a feeling of losing heart attack. A lot of time, we closed our doors and Windows, hide your mind into the blissful tranquility or struggle in the secret of sorrow. No matter who, as long as he is in a space that belongs to his, he can feel free, then hate his disgust, worship their worship, happy with their joy, sorrow of his own grief.

But at the moment, the temporal noise is redundant, elaborate on the eyes and ears are just vanity, in your place, jimmy wong with the mind talking to soothe their fragile soul. The real world captured in nor will your mood at the moment. But, when you out of the place, and ruthless imprison his most real idea, to cater to the world of vain, far-fetched to elaborate the heart vanity of satisfy.

Want to let the human live true, really is not an easy thing; The authenticity of the objective environment will always exert a subtle influence on human nature have been deprived of, and make the man.

Time given the wild grass withered flourish of heaven and earth, the storage limited and thus develop the footprint of the false, make it more Michael more widely, the step, until the stampede to the people in the heart of the deepest pain point.

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Jet.com is installing Latch access systems

Jet, the online retailer bought by Walmart last year, has struck a deal with smart access provider Latch in an effort to make deliveries easier for its customers in urban areas.

Over 100,000 residents living in 1,000 buildings will get free and full access to Latch’s residential “R” system for the exterior door of their building, with the install paid for by a “joint investment” from Jet and Latch.

This means residents can use their phone as a key, grant access to guests without walking downstairs and of course get packages delivered safely without being home. Building managers can also use Latch’s system to grant access to trusted delivery providers like USPS at their discretion, but all of these 1,000 units will already be set up to provide access to Jet’s delivery partners.

To be clear, this is a marketing partnership and not an operational one. There won’t be any significant integrations with Jet’s backend, besides the startup knowing if you live in a Latch building and prompting you to take advantage of this by ordering things that typically require a doorman or smart access system, like fresh groceries.

But, at least it’s a marketing partnership that provides a tangible benefit to a lot of New Yorkers storage shelving.

This partnership is also a sign that Jet is taking its focus on metro and urban areas seriously. If Walmart’s cracked the code on mastering retail in rural areas, Jet wants to impress its big brother and show them it can do the same thing in big cities.

And as anyone that lives in a city knows, if you don’t have a doorman or smart access system it’s basically impossible to receive packages to your house.

So this 1,000 building install should a good test to see what exactly urban shoppers need to start ordering more. If it’s just a system like Latch that lets their deliveries make it inside and to their door while they are at work, great. But Jet is likely (at least internally) looking into other solutions to crack the code of urban delivery, like on-demand orders with small delivery windows or even offsite storage like Amazon tried with its Locker product VPN HK.

Regardless of what Jet learns from this program, the residents who are getting free Latch installs are probably pretty happy about it iphone 3g cases


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all my mismatched things

I don’t usually blog about the weird little things I do on my free time. Surprisingly enough, I’m actually really big into interior design. It was one of my career choices had I thought I’d be able to actually have a job, and not have to move to a big city.

So yeah…I’m constantly in a battle to make my living spaces look like I specifically chose each item to go with each other item, when I’ve actually just acquired them all randomly. My pet project is my bedroom.

I have a bedset that is a baroque design, similar to my pink heading above, in black, white, hot pink, and light blue-green. It was my inspiration, but I’ve only gotten it after I moved out into the dorms, which just happened to have a blue and green theme. Unfortunately, I just can’t get rid of all my mismatched things and buy all new things.

I have to make due…so I decided to make this box much more awesome than it was when I bought it.  

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I wanted and I love it

I heard about Cecilia from the Pulse Hair Beauty Laser Facebook Page. I live in Botswana and really wanted to get my top eyeliner done but there was no one here who did this kind of procedure. Naturally I was very nervous about having it done because let's face it if it's not done right, it can be disastrous.

I took the plunge made my booking. I walked in and met Cecilia who was just the loveliest person. I felt instantly comfortable with her and had a strong positive feeling about her. She explained the procedure to me in details and the technique she would be using. She had a look at the photos I had printed from the net and really listened to what my expectations were. She started the procedure which to my surprise didn't really hurt and only took 45 minutes. I wanted a thin line and I got what I wanted and I love it.

In fact a few days later I was in hospital having major surgery. When I woke up in recovery the nurse looking after me asked me who did my eyes and even got me to give her Cecilia's number. Two weeks after Cecilia had done my eyes I went for a routine touch up before going back to Botswana.

All my friends have said that my eyes look amazing (which they do) and I would highly recommend Cecilia if you're thinking of getting this done because she will give you exactly what you want, make the experience enjoyable and you will feel like a million dollars by the time she's done.  

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Hey guess what

We talked about Sex last night. As a future psychologist I'm open with this topic. And I'm pretty knowledgeable when it comes to this topic. I watched porn and read Hentai manga. My classmate would eventually shock at me that I know this terms and like that. Well I don't have the experienced but at least I know what's going on and such stuffs. :D hehehehe

Yeah I admit it I want it to happen last night. I know we are scared for doing the act. But I know he's responsible and very much concern of the consequences.
He asked me that night, why am I not scared of him. The answer is I'm really not sure ^_^
I guess it really comes to me that I trust him and I really do love him. That's why I want do it with him. I'm scared maybe that if it did happen he will walk away. ~~,

A survey found that most girls prefer when the guy makes the first move. That's what I thought last night !!! YEAH, I'm happy that he's making the first move. But due to Inexperienced or his alibi that it didn't happen last night. I'm not disappointed that it didn't happen. It's just that due to his inexperienced in this things his plans is ruined I guess. I think his projecting his feelings that night to me. He kept saying that I'm the one who's disappointed. Hey guess what? I'm not. Who lost the chance Last night?  

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Gods help i can do all things

Being excited on the first day of school is normal. I just hope they are excited everyday.. They both told me they are so glad we can do school at home!!

they just love being here with there teacher (mom) :) here at home!! So that was so good to hear.. We are trying a different math (which so far they love)..

I had one of them that absolutly hated math and now they tell me that Math is there favorite subject!! So for you moms out there that have a child who is struggling in math, check out mathusee.com its worth it.. Right now motherhood just got bussier with school and all, so if anyone has as encouraging word out there drop by!!

The month of september is so packed im starting to get depressed just thinking about it.. But im now with Gods help i can do all things with His strenghth!  

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to my kids

you don't really know it yet. not really. the incredible dad you have in this man.
you see it some. just not in full. we never really do when we're kids.

i smiled at your notes. reading how you adore him. the pride you have.
every child feels that of their dad, i think.
the light that sets off in their eyes that this.. this is my dad!
i'm grateful i still see that light in you.
some dads quench it out so early. not even knowing. not even aware.

having a dad that's aware is a gift!

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the proses of our home study

Im sure we all have new resalutions for the new year ahead of us. As i look ahead already to the new year for our family we are going to have some Major changes for our little family. (Lord willing) Back in october & november we started taking foster parenting classes, to be foster parents!! Right now we are in the proses of our home study. They are hoping to have all the paper work done by feb.1st chenille patch.

Then hopefully we can be licened!!!! This is exciting for us (esp.the children) and yet i have sooo much mixed emotions about all this,but with Gods help i can do this. The agency that were working with is "fostering too adopt". So eventully we were thinking of maybe adopting, well God has other plans for us!! (Im sitting here crying just on thinking that God knows how we are hurting and what our hearts yearn for) We are adopting a baby from S.C. in april.. (Thats when the baby is due property in brazil)!!

Its a long story how this all happened.(Im still am in shock on how this all came about.) So far doors have been opening and right now our hopes for this baby is that the mother doesnt change her mind after the baby is born nu skin!!

If you think of us pray for us that all will work according too Gods plan!! We are planning to meet the mother in 2wks.. Kinda scary.. I know God will help us each step of the way. We are totaling Trusting Him!! We already found out what it is and it a BOY!  

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we'd be staying here

it's weird though how you can know something's coming.. and yet it still take you by surprise!
like the drop on a roller coaster. you're slowly going up.up.up. higher and higher. and you know what's on the other side. you anticipate it. it's why you're on there to begin with. that thrill!
but then. then there's that pause at the top. that pause for a split second that's just long enough for your life to flash before your eyes and suddenly you think this isn't such a great idea after all! you want off. you want out. and hey! those stairs that run alongside the tracks are there for a reason!! thing is, there's that heavy metal bar across your chest holding you in. you're already committed. there's no backing out. so what do you do? the only thing you can - - shut your eyes hard. hold on tight. and scream at the top of your lungs as you plunge straight forward down towards the earth at eye watering speed nuskin hong kong!

i'd say we're still in that "drop mode" around here. or maybe that's just what it means to be self employed. ha!
but the biggest adjustment for me wasn't the switch from the norm. the security of an every two week paycheck. the loss of benefits. or having a company truck or computer or perks... it was coming to terms with the realization we'd be staying here longer!

i remember the first time it hit me. we were driving somewhere together, shayne and i. he was talking about things with the business and since i'm not really a very business minded kind of gal i just sat and smiled pretty and nodded my head. but then, he mentioned something about 6, 7, 8 years down the road and i felt like my brain went fuzzy. i think i was still smiling and nodding but i wasn't hearing a word he said. after awhile he asked, "babe? you listening nuskin product?"

"huh?" i said snapping back to attention, "uh.. no. you kinda lost me at the 6, 7, 8 year thing..."

this move here was never supposed to be long term. it was never the plan.
and though i said i "surrendered" my plans to God, suddenly surrender looked entirely different.
and that moment in the car was one of those moments on top of the roller coaster. that pause.
hello! let me off this thing. this is not what i thought it was!!

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How do we treat others?

How do we treat others? Do we step out of our comfort zone to reach out? Do we actually live by the "Golden Rule" or is it just something we say to make ourselves feel better? Do we make a difference in someone's life? Have you made a difference in just one person's life today nu skin?

Doing "one good thing" for someone else usually requires us to step out of our comfort zone. After a while, stepping out of that comfort zone becomes habit, and becomes a way of life. Nathan Steen decided as a teenager that he would make sure that he always did several good deeds a day for others nuskin hk.

Written in a venue similar to Nicholas Sparks, this is a story, among other things, about how our actions affect others. One good thing turns into one good thing into another good thing, and so the ripple continues nuskin hk.

Although the story was predictable, the means to get there was an interesting journey. Negative situations can be defining factors in how we live our lives. We can choose to let the negativity consume us and become bitter, or we can find the good in any situation and make our life better. "The best we can do is to do our best."

An inspirational and thought provoking book. How can one person help so many people? One person at a time nu skin.

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have lunch with friend

This week wasn't as busy as the one before. For those of you who are following RH's battle against Cancer , RH had his third chemo treatment on Wednesday. This one really took a toll on him. He said he felt very fatigued after the treatment and he had trouble sleeping too. The nurse said the steroids cause sleeplessness. Thursday he had his first white cell shot to rebuild his immune systemComelow.

Fortunately he wasn't bothered too much by the shot although he did say he didn't feel well for a few hours. He did sleep much better that night. He didn't complain about any achy bones after the shotplastic storage drawers.

Next week is his free week so he will go 14 days without any chemo. We hope he will have more energy so he can do some things he enjoys. Monday we are having lunch with friends, Tuesday RH is having lunch with his best friend and we want to go to a casino for some fun next week as wellinternational SEO.

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best things

It was really fun, we all had fun using the oil to fry things. One of my brothers did something extremely weird and fried a little weenie wrapped in a marshmallow that was also wrapped in some dough. It was both hilarious and disgusting storage solution.

There were people that tried to roast marshmallows in the oil, and others that dipped fruit in the tempura batter and then ate it. I tried that, but thought it was gross. It was lively and everyone enjoyed themselves the whole evening Cable manufacturer.

After we got done eating and everything winded down, we read the Night Before Christmas poem, the story of Jesus's birth from the book of Luke in the bible, and this story called "The Littlest Angel". We all went and did our own thing after this, and I have just been surfing ever since and watching stuff on Youtube. I don't think anything else is going to happen tonight. My family started watching "Merlin" upstairs, but I haven't seen season 5 yet, so that is why I came down here. Anyway, today has been fun and exciting. I have no doubt that tomorrow will be the same Hong Kong Company Secretary.

I got to talk to Ronnie tonight, he has been having a good day today. I was hoping he would have a good Christmas. I think getting to share my day with him, the pictures and the videos was definitely one of the best things to happen today 亞洲知識管理學院.

I love sharing stuff with Ronnie. We always have the best conversations and always have fun when we talk to each other. He definitely brightened up my day, even though it was already pretty bright.  

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