after meeting dozens of jerks

You might get teased and bullied and hurt by people you meet, find a true friend. If you close yourself off to new people, and don't open your heart to them, you'll avoid pain … but also lose out on meeting some incredible people, who will be there during the toughest times of your life and create some of the best times of your life.

You will fail many times but if you allow that to stop you from trying, you will miss out on the amazing feeling of success once you reach new heights with your accomplishments. Failure is a stepping stone to success.
Life Isn't a CompetitionYou will meet many people who will try to outdo you, in school, in college, at work. They'll try to have nicer cars, bigger houses, nicer clothes, cooler gadgets. To them, life is a competition — they have to do better than their peers to be happy.
Here's a secret: Life isn't a competition. It's a journey. If you spend that journey always trying to impress others, to outdo others, you’re wasting your journey. Instead, learn to enjoy the journey. Make it a journey of Happiness, of constant learning, of continual improvement, of love.

Don't worry about having a nicer car or house or anything material, or even a better-paying job. None of that matters a whit, and none of it will make you happier. You'll acquire these things and then only want more. Instead, learn to be satisfied with having enough — and then use the time you would have wasted trying to earn money to buy those things … use that time doing things you love.  

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People may feel transparent

Comrades, comrades, heard a lengthy war friendship. Green uniforms memorable year, let the years and meet. Some people say, comrades spiritual blood, is integrated into the name of life. Some people say, comrades, is a different kind of love, there is always lots to talk about old Syria endless, endless joy, indefinable feeling, v. Endless sorrow. Comrades, because pure and true, like jade ice, like Silver moon, soul warmth. Others say, comrades is a timeless picture, no matter how long time, but still as new.

I say, comrades is a cup of strong wine, this wine, the longer the storage time, even more lingering aftertaste. So when we get together it will be surging, endless Zhuanghuai; when parting will trickle trickling, increasingly mellow. Comrades, is a site for a long memory, is a pure kindness, is a memorable laments, is a never worried about!

Home, pack down into my bamboo. Pick up the mouse, it seems that I do not know where to write. Micro-channel group, the Golden Section, Kiyofuku comrades began to perk up, pass made with a variety of photos. I clearly know that this party has come to an end Xinxiang comrades, but my heart thoughts, like a stone thrown into a lake, ripples round and round waves go .......  

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years of happy memories

Coincides with the millennium, she met him. He called from behind her name, by chance, she glanced at him, have beautiful features the beauty, fascinated by temperament a music. The world that is so magical, hibiscus flowers are in full bloom in June.

She likes a woman, he was dressed in white, gave her a bamboo flute. She played a tune on her hand, and he clapped his hands. She seemed to come for him, and his presence was her destiny. He and she said "crackling, crackling", do not work the piano was beaten, he admires her for her hand, why can play a smooth music and curious, she his hand why can be pulled out like her lingering music. The same song, he played the tune, she played the song.After leaving, she thought of his hand, the harp is from the distant horizon, play hard, blue sky and grass a dialogue. Every time, he watched as she didn't leave the car, let her rest assured. He said she is the sky, he only do the grass. And she thought he was the sky, to find the rainbow together.

There is no more freedom than the clouds in the sky. He said she is the sky, is a cloud. She said the story and he, he and she said the traditional code of conduct. She first learned the reality and the ideal in his company. He felt that happiness is to give her enough material, and she felt that happiness is the enjoyment of the spirit. He thought she was too simple, and she felt he was pessimistic. But she knows that he is the weight of life in her life, and forever university technology, forever left to her life.She saw his efforts, the busy to sell the piano, but also took her to the theater, watching the music party. His busy, let her know what responsibility. It is on hand, and felt her hand, green sleeves after dusk gloomy. Who distressed who? He and she said a two story, are you kidding, she wrote.If there is, if she can, only hope that he don't say a two story. Everything is real. A robbery, she suddenly had a meet, she silly told him. He said to her calm to protect themselves, if she is willing to, she can fly, she belongs to the sky. She didn't understand what he meant, but she could understand, he said he would not be a stumbling block.

With his company, she feels nothing can be put down. By moonlight, sitting in a bicycle, listen to the crickets, see a number of new moon, full moon. He was humming a song, and she listened. That's their world.All too beautiful, the end is a pity. Until one day, she decided to leave him. She doesn't want to see him busy, too hard hong kong hotels. She is not sad, and she knows he is very sad. She doesn't think he'll have tears, everything is nothing. In fact, no one is against, and no one to stop. She felt tired, and did not know where to come to the reason, she decided to bet on a. All the day is doomed, he is the grass, a worthy of the grass.Not why? He promised her that she is free, and always the bride. What call forever bride, she does not understand? He is her life's seer, give the most beautiful years of happy memories.

Several years later, he called back from behind her. This time, she looked at him, bit by bit in the memories of the past. Unfortunately, she recovered, he and she didn't hold hands. He still affectionately call her name, she looked at his hand, be bold. She asked him to take a key, open strings, played a "practice" fluttering flowers, voiceless.She used the dust laden hands, still according to the chord. She told him that she found the feeling, the main melody part of the accompaniment to the clear, weak from the bar to light, compared with that time more feeling. Who is playing in the house? Song "flowers", is her hand, but not her hands, but a personal promise for another person, lingering fingers and a que Chai tou Feng, the most beautiful always miss repay into pain.


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At first I was somewhat regret

There was a time I even suffered from mild depression, always standing on the balcony side felt they could fly, fly down to feel liberated. Was I awake night after night, close your eyes is a series of numbers, I seem to be thrown into a dark night but can not wait for the morning, often at night drinking a bottle of red wine bottle crying, helpless, a species not found bright child afraid of the dark helplessness, I began to wonder why the cousin and cousin only borrow money when it is remembered me? Why even a small get together with friends who have asked me a few months? Why do men only love affair? Three years established concept came crashing down, I became a Resentment poor hedgehog .

There was a time, for a whole month, I shut myself into the Buddhist yard, then I like to seize the moment and ran to keep up with straw-like division, said, "I want to become a monk," the teacher said with a smile just a touch, you're it live some day! Like a good make a decision .

Day in the monastery's very hard every day to keep a chefs to mention water, Tibetan Buddhism is the meat, I was a vegetarian who ate a few years, because of the altitude I often uncomfortable due to hypoxia, bathing more is inconvenient, sometimes even at night in the temple the night man, where there is no network, not one day see a cell phone, was empty, I will go auditory Farm were chanting, but also from then on I slowly like reading, unconsciously accustomed to with prayer flags that day, I think most of those days is the "slow down", past all the movie in my mind like, gradually, I got my life that Santa Claus at the beginning, the original, I have been too headstrong, willful chase distant or insignificant things, the original life is the best state to live in the moment.  

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A person, a dream

The August sun, the earth radiation, sweat soaked clip back, looking ahead, cars on the road and flow like the ants winded dynamic fled the hell or heaven Crystal, miss as layers of water, cut through the heart of the other side, between words, true or false as empty, beg sit long thinking and inexcusable others.

Choice is helpless smile, lonely bustling world, no regrets in the world. Recently, Miss parents alone outside, people travel, the bitter, life as Epiphyllum, northwest loess plateau, sorghum everywhere, poor parents, the pale breasted hand. Busy harvest California Fitness, Yan Yuru cream.On the left, I told a lot about work and learning issues, long winded and care. This encounter is the edge of life, as originated, like a dream, and did not expect limited. Love, as if is good with fu. Remember once write for you, leave love originated world.

Choose, always let me struggle, right and wrong as if just a moment of transformation. The ancients cloud, love heaven and earth, all things belong to. Waiting for a rain or rainbow, diffuse abroad, thoughts such as smoke, or back down!

Originally escape or choose, are potential ambush, August apron, in the autumn wind fluttering shan. Remember that once the twi rain, think of the sentimental you California Fitness, think of the teacher's kindness, rich or Ping mine, your smile.The vast world, come and go, come on! The other side of the flowers, the feeling is far.It is a year of high rain fall, relentless total concern and rainThe bustling Xie sub turtle, when the beauty of West Lake


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here is a piece of land of amorous feelings in city

New Year's firecrackers have disappeared You beauty in the brilliant last night, the stars, the earth regained consciousness in the sound, and enter the beginning of a new cycle, a year of the start of the season, spring. My window is considered by many foreign tourists as a fairy tale place, quietly into the spring.

First, my window is not the spring season! My window and as elsewhere in xishuangbanna, the style of green is unchanged all the year round, lush, towering trees, small trees, dazzling flowers, spread on the grass on the ground, the color of nature is very solid, slips from the sky to the ground again. Spring north travel here, if not walk in my window, will be surprised by the strange nature, thought it was enchanted. Northland scenery changes with seasons, each season has its own color, as one of the joys and sorrows, there is a window with me. Here four spring-like, bloom of green, green world, the twittering of birds and flowers. The four seasons such as song You beauty.

Office is located in my window, deep in the woods where small but magical and beautiful, this is not my personal word of overflow is opposite to the port by cruise tourists, in clearance of the ship, such as the rain forest with strewn at random discretion, some like walking into a fantasy dream, forget what is the purpose of, with the natural magic, walked to the depths of the forest, a few steps, gradually see more and more trees cut up the sunshine sprinkled on the covered with green grass of the earth, the outline of the beautiful elegantly abstract. Suddenly, a sea of flowers, the world of colorful, colorful.

Visitors to see the sea, aghast, all cannot help asking, this season is not the spring? In fairy tales! Tall trees dense leaf green, the flowers under the tree, the leaves are purple, dark purple, talk about violet, purple, ZiQi, very expensive gas, leaves strips, micro gold show lines, as if to show off the abundance of nature. The north to see the scene like feel very magical, not comfortable spring, spring one hundred kinds of flowers and seasonal rule runs counter to still in full bloom, flowers bloom, delicate and charming as fire You beauty.

Red passion hot JiGuanZi/heat, bold and unrestrained, like flame girl lit the nature of passion; Kelly low-key dependent people and wild leopard, charming enchanting and moving, as if just practice into fox demon in one thousand; Golden pride on to flowers, every flower opening in the leaves, aloof and with extraordinary temperament; Purple pink low-key and gorgeous bougainvillea weak but strong, ordinary and amorous feelings, deduces youth and the myth of the bloom, bloom all the year round, like a day, beauty is a hard work; Rich peony, pink petals, a kind of natural and graceful atmosphere, riches and honour and not high profile. Colorful flowers airtime, attract people, not just have a lot of chatter of the birds, worked hard little bees, lovely and clever little squirrels jumping, here is a piece of land of amorous feelings in city.

Flowers between green grass vibrant, paved with stone winding paths separated the picturesque garden, a small pebbles built canals wear and the garden, connected at the end of the garden fountain and a small pond. As opposed to a small pond in the garden on the other side is fountain, fountain is a two layers of office building, behind the building dyed light yellow, small building front desk with a small dai's architectural style, like a forest villa, my office is upstairs, I gently pushed open the window every morning, the fresh air mixed with all sorts of flowers and grass breathing out to earthy smells, and waves, it is not a trace of impurities, it is sweet, breathing the air of the cleanest, intestines and wash clean. Birds cheerful singing is the most beautiful voices in nature in the melody, and sometimes cheerful, sometimes slow, sometimes tactfully, can let a person leave a beautiful rhythm of bearing, the wind in the heart, the body did not his mind disturbed far already, as the voice that comes from nature into the serene and reposeful picture scroll.

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Under the streetlights lonely figure

Often this since this kind of difficult to express the feeling of loneliness I seem to have habits, not used to didn't also way, yes, I felt the pressure from all sides, sometimes really want to get drunk, want to shout, where no one release for a long time of hard to endure and suffering in my heart, what may be bitter, but the heart always feel depressed, I don't like to drink before, but recently is a bit like the feeling of drinking, the accident that day let me taste the harm drinking again, I defend himself in mind, it doesn't, it's just an accident wiom infant formula.

A person, a cup of wine, a cigarette, a pair of chopsticks, this is my life, the looks be like simple, but want to complex is not so easy thing.

Have become accustomed to the feeling of one individual, even sometimes shy feeling, that's probably because the reason of trachoma, can imagine to one side in a hurry the marching along the street, don't want to say my poor, maybe like me, just like the lyrics to sing, "so many lonely people, happy few", yes, happy is not much, I also see more wiom infant formula.

Of the loss of a lot of let me very can't accept, but can't, as I said to others, life is not so continue, one's life with so many regrets, often at this time you are always my greatest consolation, is the most worth I want to stay in the heart of a piece of green space, I really know and understand yourself, these days my life can't leave you blank, you must be in my heart forever, so just find a little peace of mind.

, just let it be, I have been very satisfied, I should be happy, have you I have nothing to complaint wiom 2???????

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is Fried to wake the dream

Is sleeping in the morning after, not insomnia culturelle, but not the same as last night, to sleep after a dream, synthetic false shadow, let me sleep or awake, peal of chicken before dawn, is Fried to wake the dream.

In my sighs, to remember a few days ago haven't finished writing the sleepless in my hometown, wanted to mood to write again later, but how also can't open the pen, last night's dream, let me understand culturelle, the original is a kind of mood, less of family love, friendship and love. Didn't they interfere how can nostalgia.

- "the countryside"

Fled when the charge is the most thoughtful wishes, the chatter on the phone, like eternal poetry electrical desk, often write songs, often in the most confused when remember. That is the highest and most light beacon in the heart.

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beyond the hokage

Hokage silently over, is also the comic for many years after I have ever seen. He also taught me many things, taught me how to treat compatriots, with tolerance to accommodate all hatred. Love and friendship is the most important of all, although the hokage last year to two years of drama and I'm not so agree 貴妃護膚.

I also thought the hokage will continue to drag drag draw down, it seems I still with little to drive a belly, cartoonists are artist category, for their works of art, and also is to have the pursuit and love. B actually suddenly is very mixed feelings, indeed as expected or give me a lot of happy days.

Although I now watch hokage, but as the hokage is gone, I think I will still take the time to complete all over hokage again. Once again, to feel the don't like that once 職業治療.

B says I have to say my favorite comic, one piece. One piece also continues to draw, hokage has ended, and I hope I can keep the tail field teacher or style of painting, one piece through the 17 years is not easy, also very full, I have become accustomed to every week for one piece of that kind of feeling, very beautiful.

Have overtake series are also how much understand, such for many years, specific how many years I could not remember, anyway, for a long time. In fact, I don't believe in all the time to hokage, or not so like the first reason is that I like one piece. B had liked pirates and does not conflict, but if your point of view is no longer a reader but then conflict to the author.

In fact, I said I understand oda and kishi teacher feeling, that is not how many people believe it. I actually do one piece of game development and production, hokage game is our enemy, hokage game sentiment has been better than pirates game. For this thing, I try, I think we are gonna game makers have a little sorry oda teacher, oda teacher on comic achievements beyond the hokage, we continue to use his ideas didn't exceed the hokage彩光去印

B now ended, my first feeling is happy. B a mixture, the hokage was over, the game also went to an end. B: there is no new roles to fill, time will slowly over, the era of pirates half to go now, still can go with us for more than ten years. But the feeling is also a flash, I suddenly began to sigh with emotion, the hokage was over, one piece will be lonely.

A man of many years as a rival not as a rival, so your going to be lonely. This feeling has been lingering in my mind, I will begin to understand a word. A group of friends, may not be comparable to the benefits of a good opponent to you. Maybe it's just really.

B: bye bye, I will remember you. Bye bye naruto. Luffy will still be one piece of man.

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mother shed tears of sad...

The same eyes have different opinions, the same ears have different listening to law, mouth is not the same, the same heart have different ideas alexander hera pre wedding...

Is it because of this, life is not the same as the sorrow.

Remember reading junior high school of time, my father as a brigade accounting has often been town NongJingZhan borrow a/p villages. As long as the drink and go home, you will get f-ing hate; If the wine is a little bit, will put his marriage references - jump on my uncle also; If his mother, he will put grandpa to lambaste, as if to pluck from the tomb. We lived in a small town, then father often attracted by the roar of many onlookers. May be the better, later 'criticisms in the middle of the night. Many times, and my mother are all bite a tooth, don't let a drop of tears alexander hera pre wedding.

A lunar year, father sent yet in the middle of the disease, the bristle with Shouting, aunt heard that also live in the other side of the river. This time, the mother in the face of the corner fell in tears, she were still linger. As control, eldest brother all.and station into the room, his father received a "shout". Puffed up father stopped.

Gone now, mother, brother, they are gone. Looking back, tears.

Much transformed everything Hugh, desire language tears flow first.

My uncle in the provincial capital at school just dong do assembly the peasant movement in wuhan, lucky uncle dong's excellent students. Land revolution period, uncle as western hubei "owned by xing ba" revolutionary base independent division commander, now often victories, deep allegiance to his men, that refrain of the enemy autism treatment.

Before the third plenary session of the eleventh, has been wearing a counter-revolutionary hall the gu family's hat. That year, the month, how tough life is, it goes without saying. , suffer the most are the daughter is married to a home, poor farmers are still members of discrimination. Later, when the collective labor, TaiQi, dare not say, more afraid to ask for leave, leave work after home miscarried. Saved their lives, but dragged a weak body to continue to "work" labor. Soon, don gu's daughter was died mysteriously.

After heard that her daughter's misfortune, gu turn step three, is almost climb to son-in-law. She didn't see her daughter last time, came to the grave, crying tears dry. A few days later, in-laws and son-in-law with mountain sedan chair put her back to her home. That year the Spring Festival, mother took me to visit the hall of the gu. Listen to the hall of the gu, mother shed tears of sad...

Mother life not lived in the hospital, eat some cold medicine is a serious illness. Died that year, 76 - year - old mother, two head swine fed, have 2 acres of farmland.

That morning at 9 o 'clock, my nephew panting ran to the school to tell my mother is in hospital, call I go to the hospital. Came to the mother's hospital, the doctor told me that his condition is extremely serious.

Mother with a black, eyes closed, is oxygen while infusion. No matter how to call her, she is unable to respond to a gently, eyes also difficult to blink. The next day, neurological director of the county people's hospital doctor was invited to come to court, tell we don't need to transfer, affairs preparation early.

Mother is going to leave us forever, that a few days, I always keep on her side. Until the last moment, the mother's eyes still not wide, mouth also did not move, it is no different with expired. Is in such cases, the mother is left for the last time the tears.

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just don't want to miss yo

One leaf, all youth, shallow time, picked up a piece of red leaves in autumn maple quietly buried in the book, leave a bit long for love in the heart gently collection office furniture.


When the wind across the cheek, the touch in chill, go back and, autumn has been deep, standing in the time of the ferry, using a pen, write down full paper ink, leaving a cho.

Autumn afternoon, always likes to drink a cup of clear water, listen to a song, gently music, read a story, in the shallow time quietly enjoy a leisurely life calmly. Like to read the fault verses of the elders, because in the poem can always find a party, a heart, a lovesickness, a little leisure office furniture.

"Sweet soul chase brigade, an, and night unless, leave a person good dream sleep. The moon floor high Hugh alone, wine into sorrow, acacia tear into". The ancients borrow wine lovesickness bitter, but I do not know of the bitterness of bitter wine, acacia has no intention, just one person. If the time to start, sentient beings, you pity, if the ruthless, think what meaning? What a "if life only such as first, what the autumn wind sad picture fan".

The best reason is met in the world. Buddhist said: "we regret this life met, former life after one thousand times of rub shoulders". Originally, with you is destined to meet, meet is not easy, love more difficult. "She found thousands of baidu, suddenly look back, that person but in the lights decayed place" is used, if decree by destiny, love to nature will become, if not, looking back, empty shadow attacks.

With you, and I met, that is, brush past, the margin of this life. "Find a situation, water the flowers and flowers", will ask you. You said: "there are flowers growing flowers, provence? Purple petals, the middle". A fool you just don't know, I love flowers, where is it CARES what kind of flowers. To have open flower, flowers and allow me to send you a piece of heartADHD Treatment.

"Choose a city to die, when a person with whitehead". And all the love, it is so wonderful, who also don't know when the move of person appear in front of your eyes. So believe what you said at last, chance to meet a like of the person isn't original, but too little. Perhaps it is, just have "wish one heart person, whitehead separation" of the oath.

Love a person is not easy, the changeless oath v. a less, with your "life and death is woven, and son, said your hand, and son xielao" has become each other's agreement. A rain, city people, hand in hand totally.

Love such as meditation, you such as Buddha, of zen Buddhism, Buddha in zen. Each other that never separate promises before Buddha, deep in the world of mortals have found a place, have you have me, cooking wine held, before flower moon, tired, tired, hold your hand look at the bustling thing in the world.

The world of mortals, rain lover delusion, only lone star month, I don't know time will set the sea change kuwata. West wind cold, worrying about city go-between. You may not know, fall in love with a city, is because the city was mystified people missing. Heart has been converted to modern concept, bustling crowd, crisscross, look back, just don't want to miss you.

Standing outside the door waiting for you, in the same city, dream, each other each other, each other, each other to smile, heartache to each other. A each other, it is no longer you, also no longer is me. At that time, hold your left hand, follow, a piece of the sea, enjoy together, a QuLe, listen to, a word, recite together.

The good times with you, want to quietly in late autumn; The past, carefully hidden in the wind. You v. huang ya no trace, together with you. Me time silence, and share with you.

Accompanying dependent is affection, is, your smile, a line of a check, will become the most beautiful memories. Deeply will stay time old, still can you read, the time, people have been drunk.

This season, filled with full of memories with you, autumn has been deep, if you do not love the world of mortals, put down, listen to the world the rapid expanding of zen is.

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Litter is a kind of rebirth

Hey, long time no see, are you okay? Do you remember that he had a dream? Do you remember the first time excited heartbeat it? Do you remember your own sweet love it? Do you remember the first time why cry? Do you remember the first time why move on
Royal Romance?

Do you remember ...... as my twenties, I have too many memories, good, bad, hard heart, solo, and in this post cross fork memory, I still remember my first dream "of becoming a pilot," now look, this dream for me, is a pity.

But never mind, at least once this dream with me ten years, in this decade, it gave me countless passion and motivation, let me cry to difficulties in the past period of years, have it good! Original dream, still clearly remember, but it has died, and I do not have much sad, since God took away my dream, then we will have a new dream in front waiting for me, wait for me to open up Royal Romance!

Ten years later myself, I give up the sky, into the ocean, I lost birds fly, but I got the fish travel! Not every dream is the best, most beautiful, but as long as there is a reason to convince myself, no matter what kind of dreams are worth pursuing me go! In pursuit of the dream of the road, we are lonely, do not say to me: "Young nothing to it." This is the case.

But then again, you're young, and what you can now it? Remember I once read a book, there are so many words: "! People from twenty to three years old, ten years time this will end sooner than we imagine," I did not agree with this view point , always felt very, very long time ten years, but today it seems, I was wrong Royal Romance.

Graduation from school into the workplace, I was twenty-something, now, almost ran three, and look back, they were still working hard every day for the original dream, doing the lowest level of work, holding the minimum wage, in society struggling, house, get married, have children, sometimes for me, it seems like a legend.

Hey, the flood of pressure gets in my face, I can calm myself at the moment, said: "? Young can not do nothing," Oh, put away the theory of self-righteous, right, get down to chase a dream in mind, though a little hard road but one day I will see that rainbow belongs to me, I will pull into the hand of love in my heart!  

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sorrow of his own grief.

In the bustling stream of people, who are not in their own state of mind to live along with the gender and comfortable; In order to survive, in order to adapt to the external environment nuskin hk, the various roles in life we have to go to chong to cater to the taste of shade, will meet in the world.

The beginning of the life is originally simple and pure, all false after growing. In the lane, we should have the heart is how much the cleverness; Buried love, but due to skirt around it; Smile, no one is difficult to clear its meaning; With a smile conceal inner sorrow; Use strong quite cover the fragility of the soul; Behavior so betrayed his true intention, whether intentionally or casually.

We shuttle in the life of people, no longer like childhood were straight speak their true thoughts, no longer like childhood flawless arguments, a strong competition in the depressed people can't breathe. Infighting between people, nuskin hk let a person always shivering in the speculation.

; This, procuring, let a person always careful in embankments and move forward. So our soul there is always a heavy burden and spasm of pain, there is always a feeling of losing heart attack. A lot of time, we closed our doors and Windows, hide your mind into the blissful tranquility or struggle in the secret of sorrow. No matter who, as long as he is in a space that belongs to his, he can feel free, then hate his disgust, worship their worship, happy with their joy, sorrow of his own grief.

But at the moment, the temporal noise is redundant, elaborate on the eyes and ears are just vanity, in your place, jimmy wong with the mind talking to soothe their fragile soul. The real world captured in nor will your mood at the moment. But, when you out of the place, and ruthless imprison his most real idea, to cater to the world of vain, far-fetched to elaborate the heart vanity of satisfy.

Want to let the human live true, really is not an easy thing; The authenticity of the objective environment will always exert a subtle influence on human nature have been deprived of, and make the man.

Time given the wild grass withered flourish of heaven and earth, the storage limited and thus develop the footprint of the false, make it more Michael more widely, the step, until the stampede to the people in the heart of the deepest pain point.

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come alive with you forever

Perhaps past conventions , this life had the pleasure of your hand , a big crowd , you are my only life , I was with your life CandleMedicox.
When you ignite the spark of love to me , from that moment on , my life is destined to be with you , as you burn , as you pay , until all my life .
I was a red candle , a red candle with your life . Despite my not-so- bright flame , my light and heat is also very weak . No bright as the sun , do not like bright galaxy , have made your life crazy , and his fascination with life tireless . Although my tears , there is joy, there is sorrow too , but let your heart always warm current flowing wave . That does not put out the flames flicker flicker forever in your heart, for your heart to disperse the fog . Cold at night , guarding you only Candle , you will not feel cold lonely, dark night, you will remember the way to go home . Happy, and you laugh together , trouble, and sorrow with you . From morning to night , from spring to autumn Medicox......
How many sleepless nights , you and me affectionate, speaking of the past , talking now , saying the future, intimacy is not enough.
You say you are very poor, can not give me great wealth . I said , impoverished life is a blessing. You say, Pretty born unlucky . I say , spend a lifetime , that is my greatest joy . You say that you are my sky. I said , I am your sky a rainbow. You say that you are a desert . I said , I am your touch of green in the desert . You say that you are a snowflake , I was a plum . I said, you float in the air for me , and I'm flowering. You say, I am contented with life . I said , come alive with you forever Medicox......
I was a red candle , a red candle with your life . Although one day I would wiped out, leaving you alone one person on earth to endure loneliness impoverished , please do not be sad , do not be sad . I'll turn into a wisp Zhonghun around you , put you waiting ......  

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Jet.com is installing Latch access systems

Jet, the online retailer bought by Walmart last year, has struck a deal with smart access provider Latch in an effort to make deliveries easier for its customers in urban areas.

Over 100,000 residents living in 1,000 buildings will get free and full access to Latch’s residential “R” system for the exterior door of their building, with the install paid for by a “joint investment” from Jet and Latch.

This means residents can use their phone as a key, grant access to guests without walking downstairs and of course get packages delivered safely without being home. Building managers can also use Latch’s system to grant access to trusted delivery providers like USPS at their discretion, but all of these 1,000 units will already be set up to provide access to Jet’s delivery partners.

To be clear, this is a marketing partnership and not an operational one. There won’t be any significant integrations with Jet’s backend, besides the startup knowing if you live in a Latch building and prompting you to take advantage of this by ordering things that typically require a doorman or smart access system, like fresh groceries.

But, at least it’s a marketing partnership that provides a tangible benefit to a lot of New Yorkers storage shelving.

This partnership is also a sign that Jet is taking its focus on metro and urban areas seriously. If Walmart’s cracked the code on mastering retail in rural areas, Jet wants to impress its big brother and show them it can do the same thing in big cities.

And as anyone that lives in a city knows, if you don’t have a doorman or smart access system it’s basically impossible to receive packages to your house.

So this 1,000 building install should a good test to see what exactly urban shoppers need to start ordering more. If it’s just a system like Latch that lets their deliveries make it inside and to their door while they are at work, great. But Jet is likely (at least internally) looking into other solutions to crack the code of urban delivery, like on-demand orders with small delivery windows or even offsite storage like Amazon tried with its Locker product VPN HK.

Regardless of what Jet learns from this program, the residents who are getting free Latch installs are probably pretty happy about it iphone 3g cases


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all my mismatched things

I don’t usually blog about the weird little things I do on my free time. Surprisingly enough, I’m actually really big into interior design. It was one of my career choices had I thought I’d be able to actually have a job, and not have to move to a big city.

So yeah…I’m constantly in a battle to make my living spaces look like I specifically chose each item to go with each other item, when I’ve actually just acquired them all randomly. My pet project is my bedroom.

I have a bedset that is a baroque design, similar to my pink heading above, in black, white, hot pink, and light blue-green. It was my inspiration, but I’ve only gotten it after I moved out into the dorms, which just happened to have a blue and green theme. Unfortunately, I just can’t get rid of all my mismatched things and buy all new things.

I have to make due…so I decided to make this box much more awesome than it was when I bought it.  

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I wanted and I love it

I heard about Cecilia from the Pulse Hair Beauty Laser Facebook Page. I live in Botswana and really wanted to get my top eyeliner done but there was no one here who did this kind of procedure. Naturally I was very nervous about having it done because let's face it if it's not done right, it can be disastrous.

I took the plunge made my booking. I walked in and met Cecilia who was just the loveliest person. I felt instantly comfortable with her and had a strong positive feeling about her. She explained the procedure to me in details and the technique she would be using. She had a look at the photos I had printed from the net and really listened to what my expectations were. She started the procedure which to my surprise didn't really hurt and only took 45 minutes. I wanted a thin line and I got what I wanted and I love it.

In fact a few days later I was in hospital having major surgery. When I woke up in recovery the nurse looking after me asked me who did my eyes and even got me to give her Cecilia's number. Two weeks after Cecilia had done my eyes I went for a routine touch up before going back to Botswana.

All my friends have said that my eyes look amazing (which they do) and I would highly recommend Cecilia if you're thinking of getting this done because she will give you exactly what you want, make the experience enjoyable and you will feel like a million dollars by the time she's done.  

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misc rambling

hen I said she was my best friend in HS, here is why:

1. we visited each other's homes.
2. we took walks (sometimes just the two of us) across Bklyn bridge.
3. we called each other almost everday. Whether it was about you or about anything else in the world. She always had an elaborative answer for me.
4. She was the one who first striked up a conversation with me in Mrs. H's English class. I asked her if she knew you and WC and yes she did. I even asked if she liked you but she said she liked WC and I got to be at ease with her knowing that there were no clashes. I am not the one to initiate friendship, but she was good at that and good at being a supportive friend.
5. She translated "Dite Moi" from South Pacific for me. I sang it without knowing what it meant..
6. She even showed me a mould of her teeth prioir to her braces (oh yeah and she wore them for a long time).
7. She was never shy or uncomfortable about making fun of herself. She introduced to me the idea of tampon. I was like "what???!!". (something I never learned to use until I was at my honeymoon when I snorkelled.) We went to Coney Island, just the two of us. But she got her period and she didnt' cancel on me but instead chose to wear tampon, I think for the first time. I was very grateful that she would do this and not cancel our 'date'. However, it leaked and kinda soiled her shorts a little. Afterwards she went home by subway herself and I thought she was such a good friend to venture out to my place by herself and go home by herself. I think i invited her to stay over but she declined.
8. I told you she introduced me the gyro. I even went to the store in steinway and met her mom. They talk like they are friends, which are kind of odd to me. They were joking with each other. Her mom had a big mole on her forehead, which she made fun of.
9. She also told me about eye crease tape. Another ingenuity I had never heard or seen. She wore it once, it truely was just tape!! She also showed me how to use eye liners.. wow. she really was way ahead of me.. I knew nothing about anything, I was so dumb!
10. She taught me about Bach and Mozart. Her favorite being Bach. She knew how to play piano and she had one in her living room, while all I had was dreaming of playing the piano. Until one day, I went to the Bklyn Mall (forget the name of it) and bought a piano when I was a senior in HS. Interest free. That is another story about how I struggled to buy a baldwin after daydreaming about piano my entire life. I asked her about that piano piece, she told me it was Fur Elise.   

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Hey guess what

We talked about Sex last night. As a future psychologist I'm open with this topic. And I'm pretty knowledgeable when it comes to this topic. I watched porn and read Hentai manga. My classmate would eventually shock at me that I know this terms and like that. Well I don't have the experienced but at least I know what's going on and such stuffs. :D hehehehe

Yeah I admit it I want it to happen last night. I know we are scared for doing the act. But I know he's responsible and very much concern of the consequences.
He asked me that night, why am I not scared of him. The answer is I'm really not sure ^_^
I guess it really comes to me that I trust him and I really do love him. That's why I want do it with him. I'm scared maybe that if it did happen he will walk away. ~~,

A survey found that most girls prefer when the guy makes the first move. That's what I thought last night !!! YEAH, I'm happy that he's making the first move. But due to Inexperienced or his alibi that it didn't happen last night. I'm not disappointed that it didn't happen. It's just that due to his inexperienced in this things his plans is ruined I guess. I think his projecting his feelings that night to me. He kept saying that I'm the one who's disappointed. Hey guess what? I'm not. Who lost the chance Last night?  

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Graduation and moving on

At least once a year, there are a lot of graduationAsian college of knowledge management.

It’s a time when a lot of people move on,

from where they were, to another school or another class,

or out into a real worldArt Culture.

To graduate means to take a step forward, to move onward.

I can remember my high school graduation,

my graduation from university,

and even my graduation from graduated school.

Each of those graduations was nicemedia storage furniture.

I took pictures, I got flowers, I hug my parents.

I had the motions to moving on, I want to stay and have more fun.

But I also want to move on.

When we hear the word graduation, we naturally think of graduating from school.

But I think it’s possible to graduate from different places, or stages in life.

I worked in a company in New York for about three years.
In one point I felt I couldn’t learn anything else from the company,

where the people I was working with.

Then I had hit a ceiling, I felt that was time to move on.

The way that I describe that moving on is a graduation.

Some times we are thrown out into the world or to the next level,

whether we are ready or not.

Other times we get the truth when we want to move on.

I have experienced both.

I like the truth when and how, but we don’t always get what we want,

since we can learn from every experience that we have,

each experience can be a stepping stone for us to be better people.

I know that I take lessons with me every time I graduated,

but some times I can be a slow learner.

I wonder when my next graduation is going to be  

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